Wish Right Now..

I want SO badly to do well in school. I hope a new post is the same as a new blog, and that it doesn't get confusing. Throughout the day I think of clever things to add in my blog. :)

I was taught tonight the meaning of apocalypse. It doesn't mean "THE END of the world". It is actually the REVEALING of truth. I hope I will transcend, but who knows what it will feel or be like exactly. Mother nature is sick and refuses remain a broken record. God's desire has been mislead. Look INto George Kavassilas.

"pushing me away so I give her space dealing with a heart that I didn't break. I'll be there for you, I will care for you I keep thinking you, just don't know try to run from that, say you're done with that on your face girl, it just don't show. When you're ready, just say you're ready when all the baggage just ain't as heavy and the parties over, just don't forget me we'll change the pace and we'll just go slow. You won't ever have to worry, you won't ever have to hide, you've seen all my mistakes, so look me in my eyes."

This song is amazing to me. My two favorite parts are "I know you've been hurt, by, someone else, I can tell, by the way you carry yourself, but if you let me, i'll take care of you!" I like this line because it speaks of selflessness and trust issues at the same time.
The BEST PART of this song is

when the guy Drake sings "you love your friends but somebody shoulda told you somthin',...... to save you, .........instead the say; .......'"DONT  tell me.... a-ha-ha-ha-ha, I don't care, If you're hurt. I dont care, it feels good, i dont care, if you're truuuueeee!!"

THAT is SO real! I long for the day i can shAre a love so mutual, sans worrying, hiding, and begging for empathy/understanding=)